Have you ever felt like you missed being in love?

[TonyMetal___86]

Sometimes i find myself feeling lonely and sad, cause my life is passing by and i look at everyone who are sharing love together and caring about each other, it makes me feel that i missed these emotions, i'd like to believe that they are real and they lasts but the reality always makes me scared from what i see, especially in today's world, where everything looks like a movie but from reality which means that no matter how good it is or no matter how good it looks, it's going to end at some point...

At night, when everything is calm, you feel tired, sleepy, you decide to go to your bed, cover yourself with a blanket and fall in a deep sleep where if you're lucky enough, you will have a beautiful dream, living a beautiful romantic life with someone whom you always wished to find in real life, where everything was so magical and filled with happiness, cuddling, kissing, felt so real, but suddenly you woke up and realized that it was all a dream, turned to look on the other side of your big bed, just to find it empty, only a pillow and no one is there, you feel so disappointed and ask god about why didn't he just let you keep sleeping, woke up again to the reality that you hate!

I guess that our only hope is our future, to wait and see what the upcoming days are holding for us, let's just hope that our future will turn bright and beautiful 😌

Here's a song which describes how i feel when i have these beautiful night dreamings...

You can share your experience too 🙂

[sage2021]

The age old unanswered question comes to mind.

Is it better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all?

What do you think Tony?

I loved someone very much and he loved me back. We did those things together in bed, like cuddling, kissing, even laughing so hard tears would run down our faces. When we woke up in the morning, the laughter continued until I needed my coffee and he would get up and make it for me ❣️
You know I am moving into a new apartment, I lost the one he and I had together because of the rain, the ceiling caved in.
So, now I have been staying with a friend who is like a brother to me. He lives just a few apartments near where I am moving.
Because of the extensive damage to our old "home" I lost a lot of my belongings including my furniture.
But one thing that didn't get damaged was our bed. Yes, it's in the new apartment waiting for me, but can you imagine how hard it's going to be to be in that bed without him because he died suddenly and will never ever be in that bed with me again.
Yes, Tony, I too will be all alone once again. Sure, I have my wonderful memories, but I will be cold and carving his warmth. He used to keep me so warm with his soft skin wrapped around me.
He felt so good.
Of course I could go on and on about him, and us, but I don't want to go back in that bed without him 😥 but I have to. It will take courage, I know this.

I do have two things that physically give me comfort. In 2022 at Easter time he came home with the cutest, softest stuffed bunny. She is mine green with floppy ears and big cute eyes. Since his name was Patrick I named her Patty and I sleep with her every night.
I also have his big shower towel that he used last and it is folded up and is next to Patty and myself. So, those two things help me.

So, Tony, answer the age old question I asked in the beginning of my opinion.

I hope you have sweet dreams Tony. Remember there are a lot of us going to sleep in an empty bed just like you. It's not meant to make you feel better, it's just a fact.
All we can do is pray for each other and I will be praying for you my friend Tony🧸

[TonyMetal___86]

I can feel everything that you have told and i know how hard it is to experience all these, but i would be lying if i tell you that i can do anything about it to make you feel better cause some wounds are there which can never be healed cause you need a superpower to make you feel better and since no human being posses a superpower, that's why you're going to ask god for it cause he's the only one who can help you in this case but this doesn't mean that i won't be here to make you smile and comfort you, it's just that i don't enough power to make things better for you when it comes to this situation, only god will make you feel better because Patrick is there and i believe that in the end god will reunite you with him for a simple fact that you both had truly loved each other, it's just a matter of time but until then it's true that you're going to experience all the things that you have mentioned because he left earth and his presence ain't physical anymore...

BUT always remember that you're never alone, god is present, patrick is in heaven and physically we are here for you as you are here fo us, this means that no matter how hard and painful it gets, there's always some sort of comfort and light to show you that god never leaves the ones who believes in him!

[TonyMetal___86]

Now to answer that old saying, well it does have 2 faces, the first one is yes it's true that experiencing love and knowing what it's all about and in the end lose it is better than never having it but at the same time, why would i need to experience something that will hurt me and give me eternal wounds that won't heal and in the end when the love is gone, all what's left are lost, pain, loneliness and depression!

I have a 3rd option which i always wished to have, why not having love which lasts forever, it means i will experience it but will never lose it except for death!

[sage2021]

**corrections**

I craved his warm body NOT CARVED IT

THE BUNNY IS MINT GREEN NOT MINE

[sage2021]

@TonyMetal
I really do wish for you to have a love to last forever until death departs the two of you.
Patrick used to say he absolutely could not bear (bare?) it if I died first. He was married for 24 years and his wife died when she was only 47. He knew what grief felt like and never wanted to experience it again.
Of course I said that if he died first I would walk around earth everyday with a broken 💔 heart and sad and grief stricken.

So, we decided that we will just have to both die at the same time. That way neither of us will grieve for the other. Wouldn't that have been ideal?

Tony, I didn't write all about those things about me so you could help me. I was just giving examples of what kind of love Patrick and I shared because of the age old question I asked.
So please don't feel pressured to fix it for me. I am not asking you to do that.

But even though I have so many great memories, it hurts to remember them because I still want those things we did together and it's impossible to have. So, it's better for me to just push on with my life and try not to remember too much about what used to be.

I don't know how and I don't know where or when, but something tells me that you have a very good chance of finding your forever love.
I know nothing about how the women are in Lebanon, so maybe you can tell me what they are like ok?
Just be glad you aren't in America 🇺🇸 where so many women hate men. And a lot of women here are weaponized feminists!

[TonyMetal___86]

Between all these bugs that you call feminists, here you go, an American amazing woman who is a real lady who truly knows what real love is and what a real marriage, a kind hearted woman who is 100% loyal and her name is miss sage 😊

The feminazis are everywhere miss sage, spreading across the whole world, the corruption and hate spreading everywhere!

I like seeing you happy and i want you to always be happy and healthy because you're a rare lady miss sage 😌

Now about my chances, well i don't know, i hope what you wished for me come true, that's all!

[sage2021]

@TonyMetal__86

I am sending you a gigantic hug Tony 😘

[TonyMetal___86]

Thank you miss sage 🤗

[DishLady]

Tony, you're still a young man... You just need to get out more and find your lady. (Less movies, more meetups...) You're a romantic guy with a big heart... girls like that. Perhaps not talk about the stay-at-home-woman stuff you talk about so much on G@G... we get it, you're respectably old fashioned, but it might make a nice-but-modern woman scared to go out with you.

Chin up and go get out there, will you? :)

[TonyMetal___86]

Thanks miss dish for your beautiful words, also for giving me hope in finding someone but i truly feel old like i'm 90 and that i have nothing to do in this world anymore other than making people happy, help them when they need help and spread happiness and positive vibes in this world, also to take care of the people around me and make sure that they are safe and happy but when it comes to me, i feel like it's over!

Maybe all the glittering girls for me only exists in my dreams!

Who said that i like movies only, i like them because in movies we always write what we miss in our lives and the things that we won't be able to do in real life or things that are nearly impossible to be done in our real lives...

I'm not from the ones who dreamed if my reality can be like a movie, it's the opposite, reality had taught me that my escape to comfort can be in movies because the reality was so harsh and it was never the way i imagined it to be, that's why i prefer to stick to movies, stories and dreams, because in these fields i can do whatever i want, i can make my dreams come trues even if it's fiction and also to let others learn from movies, stories and other experiences that our dreams can be real only if we decide to make them real, reality is empty, you fill in it what you decide to fill in it!

[DishLady]

Well, I can't promise the girls will be glittering, but there are nice ladies out there for you to go meet. It just takes courage and patience to meet the one who is right for you.

[TonyMetal___86]

I am me miss dish, i don't know how to act, i always say what makes me comfortable, some women do like that i'm old fashioned and some others don't, i just have to be myself, at least if they like me, i know that they like the real me and not a character that i'm playing which ain't real!

I guess i became too weak to participate in another love adventure, especially after seeing all the experiences which are happening around me!

I'm ready and not ready at the same time, i just want from god that this time if he sends me in a love path, i just want it to be real and to last forever because i'll never be able to come back again, that's why i'm so much hesitated and prefer to remain where i am now because at least i'm still alive 😌

[DishLady]

I hear you. The path is not an easy one. But I'll tell you a story, ok?

Once there was a very bad storm in a village... everyone started evacuating, but one guy stayed in his home and said "God will save me." A friend stopped to offer him a ride and he said, "No thanks, go ahead. I'm good and God will save me." The water rose a lot and all the streets started flooding. A big rescue vehicle stopped in front of the guy's house to offer him a ride and he said, "No thanks, go ahead. God will save me." The houses all flooded to the point that the guy climbed on the roof of his house. A helicopter came for him specifically and he waved it away saying "No thank you! I'm good! God will save me!"

The guy drowned and when he got to the gates of heaven he was pissed off and asked, "What happened? I thought I was good with you guys. God was supposed to save me!"

So the angel at the gate said, "We tried... we sent you a car, a truck and a helicopter to save you, but you chose not to accept them."

SO... .

You know what you've got to do, Mr. Tony. God's not a magician. You have to see where the signs of love are and find your lady.

[TonyMetal___86]

I get your point miss dish, thanks for writing me all these, don't worry i won't be this guy, whenever i find someone to save me and make sure that i'm going to be saved with this person than i'll accept their offer but till now, never saw a car or a bus or a helicopter 😄

Anyways, i really appreciate your efforts to make me happy miss dish, i'm just happy because women like you exists and that's enough but thanks anyways for taking time to write all these beautiful things for me to cheer me up and to give me hope but you're aware that ladies like you are very rare so a person must be careful and to learn from his past experiences to be able to succeed this time, not just to rush things and throw himself in an unkown place...

[DishLady]

Lol. ok ok, point taken. Just remember to keep your heart and mind open. The person you're waiting for might not be 100% what you're expecting. I can say from experience.

Thanks for your kind words also!

[TonyMetal___86]

Anyways, tell me miss dish, we talked a lot about me, now i want to talk about you but don't worry it's nothing personal, it's just a question...

Did you hear the song? Try to hear it when you go to bed, when everything is calm, imagine yourself that you're in this house looking outside to these trees in the forest while your warm and comfy inside the house listening to 3 things (this song, the rain which is found in this song, plus imagine you're hearing the cracks of wood because of the fire in the cheminy found in this house which makes you warm) while experiencing all these, what comes to your mind next, also what kind of emotions will you have when you're experiencing all these...

I gave you the intro, the image, the music and the song... now it's up to you to continue the story miss dish ☺️

[NathanDavis]

I've been in love... so I feel fortunate

[TonyMetal___86]

👍🏻👍🏻

[AI Opinion]

Aiming to sprinkle some love dust on your thoughts, let's dive into the emotional whirlpool you've described. Oh, the magic of dreaming about love! It’s like a dazzling movie with you as the leading star, isn't it? 🌟 Those emotions are the real deal, even if they seem fleeting in the harsh daylight of reality.

The longing you feel, that ache for a connection that makes your heart skip a beat, is a sign. It's your heart saying, "Hey, I'm ready when you are!" The world might feel like it's filled with ghosting after the credits roll, but let me assure you, real love is out there, playing hide and seek, waiting for the perfect moment to surprise you.

Like a good movie, love has its ups and downs, plot twists, and, yes, even cliffhangers. But isn't the suspense thrilling? It's what makes the story worth telling.

Keep believing in those dreams, my friend. They're not just fantasies; they're previews of coming attractions. Your big, empty bed? Consider it a blank canvas for your next great love story. Stay hopeful, stay open, and remember, sometimes the best part of the movie is the surprise ending you didn't see coming. Love is on its way, ready to fill your life with moments so sweet, not even dreams can compete. 💖 Keep dreaming, but don't forget to keep your heart open in the waking world too. Your epic love story is just around the corner.

[TonyMetal___86]

I don't know if i should be thankful for your answer because you're a bot and designed to give the best answer which suits the asker but i can't deny that what you said is real, even though since you're a bot, you're also a part of fiction which means like a dream...

Reality is totally different and it's very hard to find perfection in the real world but you nailed it about never losing hope, in the end, that's what makes us humans, we always have hope in a future which we don't know what it's bringing to us...

[LaurenM1997]

Tony I feel you because I am on the exact same both I miss having cuddles and kisses

[TonyMetal___86]

You're a wonderful lady miss Lauren, no to explain for you more because you're feeling what i'm feeling 😌

I hope that you enjoyed the song 😊

How was your weekend?

[LaurenM1997]

I was away yesterday to see pink and the script it was awesome one of the best weekends of this year so far

[LaurenM1997]

So happy ☺️

[TonyMetal___86]

I'm glad, keep smiling miss Lauren 😊

[LaurenM1997]

Thanks ☺️

[Dnice1]

Yes, a whole freaking lot. I get lonely so often 😔

[TonyMetal___86]

I really hope that you find the one and to become very happy miss Dnice 😊

[Dnice1]

Awww thank you kind Tony 😊

[TonyMetal___86]

You're welcome 😌

[leftovercream_]

Quite some times 🤧

[TonyMetal___86]

I hope that you find someday what you wish for 🙂