I hate my life, am tired? Please motivate me to keep going?

I had the worse life ever suffering from bullying at a young age at school, hating my school life and collage life with me getting dumped by every guy I liked to the point my siblings all being elder never really liked me. To me developing a anger issue to the point I got dumped. when I was finally happy with a guy who never wanted me. I got pressurised to get married and had a child with my rebound who I actually love but am sooooo tired of giving my all to. people and things. I had to redo university and am on my final year. I just wanna get these assignments done with. I didn't achieve anything in my life besides a collage qualification, work at retail part time and now I need to finish my degree but am struggling a lot with it.. I've been. treated so poorly by friends and family.. am just. stuck in a hole with no progression and I had to retake my whole year at university. I am frustrated at a never ending assignment I struggled with and am on maternity now trying to complete university. I got pushed whilst being pregnant by my brother.. I still gave birth this year. I just hate my life and I suffer from pmdd.

I hate my life, am tired? Please motivate me to keep going?
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