I say potentially because I'm only 80% sure he liked me but the signs were there. I've started falling for my coworker after we had some great conversations and I realized he's basically male version of me but when I sense someone's getting too close my first instinct is to flee. Also the fact that I didn't really want to get involved in an office romance played some role in it so I tried to distance myself and basically started ignoring him (avoided eye-contact and interacted with him only when it came to work-related stuff).
Ever since I started doing so, I noticed his behavior also shifted (which I considered to be mission successful) but now he doesn't seem to bother to have even a quick friendly chat and I've honestly begun missing our conversations and goofy interactions. I'm aware it's my own doing and it may seem like I was playing some mind games with him but all I ever wanted was for things to not get too far.
Anyway we don't see each other much now because my shifts have changed and our office got divided. I spent a lot of time thinking about this and I actually like him even more now but I know damage has been done and this potential ship has sailed so I don't think it'd be right from me to show interest in him now when I acted so coldly and that's why I need help/advice on how to deal with this situation. Do I keep acting as If nothing has happened and just go with whatever dynamics we have now or should I pull him aside and try to get his point of view?
I'd like to add that I'm demisexual which means I have to form emotional connection first therefore I don't fall for people easily (I'm 29 and had 2 boyfriends only) and I rarely get crushes which makes me feel even worse. I'm kind of beating myself for this because I wish I could have communicate things better or thought more about my behavior and how it's going to impact him. It's been few months but with each passing month I feel even more shitty about this situation
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Hey, don’t beat yourself up! We all make mistakes! ❤️ It’s important to always be yourself no matter what anybody says or does, because only then do people see the real you, and you don’t have anything to hide. Even if it ends up being too much, at least you put yourself out there and gave yourself a chance. I’d try to move on and meet somebody new that you don’t feel that you have to change for, even though I know it hurts. It will get better eventually over time, and chances are you’ll meet somebody new and forget all about this guy.
You are overthinking it.
If I was interested in a person, I would just engage with them friendly and ask them to have meal sometime.
If they want it, great. If not, pass.
You’re definitely going into mental overdrive over this guy.
What makes this guy so remarkable anyway?
You made the right choice by backing off, office romances rarely ever end with success.
It's best to leave it alone and move on so he can meet someone who really values him that he truly deserves.👍
Why u like them so much